Posted: Sun Jun 20, 2004 3:06 am
right
theres this girl....females iam usually good with...but shes....different....loopy to shorten it
we had a bit of history...but no relationship in any way...i wanted to..but being a gentleman i dont push myself onto a girl i know dont want me(or so i thourght)....two reasons...rejection....and i wouldn't want some bitch trying to get off with me if i didn't like her like that!!!
heres the problem
we had to stop being friends because she was cutting herself too much for me to take...using MY name on herself and other stuipid ones like fuck...love....hate etc
then she started ringing me(after she had stopped cutting) telling me it was me who got her to stop(basically cos i pleaded her to) and i was the best thing to happen to her....and later that she loves me
then she left school and i had just about forgotten about her
then she rang me again and i decided to listen as i always did...i noticed a change in her attitude..not so fucked up anymore...not so gobby(cussing me)...and a general change in the tone of her voice
she asked me to meet her in town..as i was going anyway i did....i met her and it was the same old gobshite...put on attitude
then she rings me and sends me SMS's saying she loves me....still...after one year!!!
i do have feelings for her...but she fucked my head up soooo much....and its happening again...she fucking my head up...i just dont know how to react...what to say or..how to feel?
can anyone tell me how they would feel in my shoes? :blink:
theres this girl....females iam usually good with...but shes....different....loopy to shorten it
we had a bit of history...but no relationship in any way...i wanted to..but being a gentleman i dont push myself onto a girl i know dont want me(or so i thourght)....two reasons...rejection....and i wouldn't want some bitch trying to get off with me if i didn't like her like that!!!
heres the problem
we had to stop being friends because she was cutting herself too much for me to take...using MY name on herself and other stuipid ones like fuck...love....hate etc
then she started ringing me(after she had stopped cutting) telling me it was me who got her to stop(basically cos i pleaded her to) and i was the best thing to happen to her....and later that she loves me
then she left school and i had just about forgotten about her
then she rang me again and i decided to listen as i always did...i noticed a change in her attitude..not so fucked up anymore...not so gobby(cussing me)...and a general change in the tone of her voice
she asked me to meet her in town..as i was going anyway i did....i met her and it was the same old gobshite...put on attitude
then she rings me and sends me SMS's saying she loves me....still...after one year!!!
i do have feelings for her...but she fucked my head up soooo much....and its happening again...she fucking my head up...i just dont know how to react...what to say or..how to feel?
can anyone tell me how they would feel in my shoes? :blink: