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Shane
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Post by Shane » Wed Jan 05, 2005 12:02 am

Reconnect




set me up, drop me again
so many new ways
each as lifeless as the last
please help me find my peace

this pleasure so forthcoming
my only enemy of which i consist
the only way i know how to be
so straight forward
as i stare into this mindless world
and cant help but to wonder
if this plague i feed off of
devours my very being
i cant see clearly enough to understand

i need this enthralling addiction
it keeps me sane
from one moment to the next
if you dont like it
fuck off
i cant feel the wounds anymore
sever me from this world into the next
this vice only held me up
it only lasted so long

as i fall again
i realize i was never up
i can never accumulate to your standards
what's love if it never hurt
so what if i cant live the life you want me to
atleast i can still enjoy this peace
in my own solitary void
you seem to call insanity
wrap it up and conceal it once more

spare me
quit convincing yourself
with your own subliminal mind fuck
hellbent over yourself
you seem to think your the only victim
wallowing in your own self pity
nothing else matters but yourself
what's reason without love
seperate this grudge

so i strip me of this conscienceness
and stare into the void of my life
and i see everything around me but myself
surrounding me and fading
and every time
that i tap the inner thought
i loose it
and it all falls out of my idle hands
and shatters once more

so i awaken for the first time
open my eyes to see
this cold desert of mutilated masses
and realize what i have done and need to do
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